Today is my son’s 16th Birthday….
There is no cake…no balloons.. no driving lessons.. just tears and heartache as I wake up to another Birthday without him here..
Sixteen years ago I was just 16 myself..scared, excited and wondering what my life will be like now that I am a MOM!.
I never cared about what I was missing out on, or what my friends were doing…
Bradlee was all that mattered..
I miss him so much.. I have no answers as to why he left us as he passed away of
Sudden Infant Death Syndrome at 2 years and 6 weeks old.
To wake up and discover the most terrifying thing in your life… changes who you are and what you will become.
I will have no answers..but can’t help but ask why every single day.. Why him?. Why me?.. Why Christmas Day?
Ill always wonder..and always cry when I think of you..
I love you baby boy..
Happy Sweet 16
Love your mom
xox
